Saying goodbye is never easy to do. My Aunt Roxannee passed away a few weeks ago. Sudden;y in the hospital. She collapsed and was rushed to the ER. Pronounced dead a few hours later. There were over 400 people at the funeral. I went totheb urial in Manassa where she was buried next to my brother and sister.
She was 51. Her death certificate said sepsus, onset of hodgkins lymphoma and pnemonia. She had no white cells in her system to fight off the infection and does. She leaft her sweet children and her hubby Mike. I just don't even have words tos say. I feel bad they came out to Dev\nver a few months ago and I didn't k\go down because Blake is so hard in the car. Now I wish I would have gone to seeher. It's been a while since I have. Im sure she is having fun in heaven seeing her Dad and taking care of cousin Michael. I shed a tear nad get chocked up just thining about it. I worry about delane andGrandma. They were kind of like the triple trio. My mom is anti socail so she wasnt really involved withthem so much. But still loved from afar. I mnot sure what her plan was and why she decided to go so early.It was hard to go tothe burial. They had wonderfu things to say but its hard to replace the hurt with words. The pain inside rocks deep. Roxie really held things together. Im just so shocked and sadened by this.
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Thursday, May 28, 2015
What goes up must come down
I love watching blake sleep. He is so precious! sometimesits like some angel like child has taken over his body. He snuggles right up to me .I know omeday I will miss that. Yes he sleeps with us in our room.he has abed next to ours but doesn;t use it much. Someday he wont.
It is the first week of summer. The boys are out of school.Phil was off. We went to the church to play bball with a friend from church.We also went to jumpin - Blakes favorite place. Thank heaven for it!!!!! He jumps around. I watched my friend Cindys kids there tonight.
I also taught a couple of piano lessons today! I love to see kids and their first lesson!!!!
This summer will be gone before you know it. We need to make the most of it! Landon is growing up, taylor is also and blake well he's already a grown up. Taylor is playing baseball and Landon might run track to keep in shape. I am tryingto work on my diet and blake turns 3 in a few weeks.
Phil satarted a new job at Heritage Ford in Loveland.I guess Im happy but it was so nice to have him home for a month. Kind of hard to see him go back to work. We had a lot of hours and time to get projects done and to talk. Funny how things change and you can forget to have sun sometimes. Everything is work work work.
I'm so happy to be done with school. It was a good year abut I was really burnt out from giving so much and helping.I didn't really feel very appreciated this year and lots of effort on my part. Not sure how I feel about that.Landon had a wonderful year. Middle school is just the perfect size for him and everything.
Taylor was of course doing great.I don't want them pushing him academically because he is such a perfectionist!! He made asome friem\nds but I told him if he wanted to go back to grandview it's ok for a few years. We will see how he does.
I'm out here for the school. I could move tomorrow for everything else. It's been a great experience here but some things have been hard. I love our location where we live for everything.The church is so close and the kids can practically get anywhere in town they want to. Not crazy about being on main street but itso k.I feel fortunate to have a place to live.
All in all I've ben trying to count my blessings and remember why I am here. Ready for summer
It is the first week of summer. The boys are out of school.Phil was off. We went to the church to play bball with a friend from church.We also went to jumpin - Blakes favorite place. Thank heaven for it!!!!! He jumps around. I watched my friend Cindys kids there tonight.
I also taught a couple of piano lessons today! I love to see kids and their first lesson!!!!
This summer will be gone before you know it. We need to make the most of it! Landon is growing up, taylor is also and blake well he's already a grown up. Taylor is playing baseball and Landon might run track to keep in shape. I am tryingto work on my diet and blake turns 3 in a few weeks.
Phil satarted a new job at Heritage Ford in Loveland.I guess Im happy but it was so nice to have him home for a month. Kind of hard to see him go back to work. We had a lot of hours and time to get projects done and to talk. Funny how things change and you can forget to have sun sometimes. Everything is work work work.
I'm so happy to be done with school. It was a good year abut I was really burnt out from giving so much and helping.I didn't really feel very appreciated this year and lots of effort on my part. Not sure how I feel about that.Landon had a wonderful year. Middle school is just the perfect size for him and everything.
Taylor was of course doing great.I don't want them pushing him academically because he is such a perfectionist!! He made asome friem\nds but I told him if he wanted to go back to grandview it's ok for a few years. We will see how he does.
I'm out here for the school. I could move tomorrow for everything else. It's been a great experience here but some things have been hard. I love our location where we live for everything.The church is so close and the kids can practically get anywhere in town they want to. Not crazy about being on main street but itso k.I feel fortunate to have a place to live.
All in all I've ben trying to count my blessings and remember why I am here. Ready for summer
Saturday, April 18, 2015
what's a girl to do
Ok we have 2 blogs. I have 2 emails. One was hacked so I started a new one and couldn't figure out how to switch our old blog to the new email so I think I will just slowly move things from our old blog. One of my favorite are some of the pictures of the kids. Here are a few of Blake. Lately, he is so cute. He says Tay, and no for everything. Ifyou tell him to wait he goes"oh ma- which means Oh man" He also even say nannan for Landon and mom, Tay, grandpa, cloey, etc. He likes to go go to MCDOnalds now and we pass it everyday in Windsor so it's hard totell him no. He also lieks to stay home and watch CAiiou and Octonots, power Rangers, and Mickey Mouse. He loves Memou, lol It siwll be fun to take him there someday.
It's hard for me to see this time go and my babies grow up.Precious moments and precous days. Phil has been home between jobs. It really has been nice. 15 years ago I wouldn't have appreciated it like I do now. Suddenly yhe boys are happy to comehome from aschool, things seem a little easier to manage. SOmeone else is helping me with the laundry and cleaning. I know he will have to go back to work but it is fun to have him around, even if he is bored.
I'm not sure what our next adventure will bring. It has been a great ride these last 3 years.Sad to say goodbye to glam and nice rides, but life goes on. Maybe he will have his own nice ride soon. I'm staying positive. Anyway going to bed. Tomorrow is church trying to be happy
It's hard for me to see this time go and my babies grow up.Precious moments and precous days. Phil has been home between jobs. It really has been nice. 15 years ago I wouldn't have appreciated it like I do now. Suddenly yhe boys are happy to comehome from aschool, things seem a little easier to manage. SOmeone else is helping me with the laundry and cleaning. I know he will have to go back to work but it is fun to have him around, even if he is bored.
I'm not sure what our next adventure will bring. It has been a great ride these last 3 years.Sad to say goodbye to glam and nice rides, but life goes on. Maybe he will have his own nice ride soon. I'm staying positive. Anyway going to bed. Tomorrow is church trying to be happy
Sunday, March 1, 2015
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