Monday, July 27, 2015
This summer a blur
I had to post a little about today and this summer. Here was my day
Get up. Teach piano till 11. Race to Jill Vanorden studio with kids and help out. Landon and Blake came along. WE helped with the play Lollies. Taylor is Mike and Ike. After that we raced home to rest. Went swimming from 5 to 8. Came home. Ate Subway, started dishes, put kids to bed looked and messy house. Exhausted. Ready for tomorrow. On the way to Fort COllins Blake had a messy diaper, we had no wipes in the car or anything, and the train was stopped of course.
The train has gotten worse since we lived here. Maybe it goes by 4 times a day. Its cool but noisy. The busy street is worse also.I need to embrace and spend some time in he house and get it ready for the rest of the year. i just feel so tired and the time I want to do it Im exhausted., I hope next week I can work on it.
Taylor has been sleep walkig al ot. I think he is hot and maybe stressed with this play. We have no air conditioning os it hasbeen hot. Luckily we have a cooler and the basement is cold. He has been strssing about his lines in the play but I think he willbe ok.
Landon got to do Dr. Edwina with Hayden while the cousins were here in June. Truthfully it was fun but a little long. I was stressed most of the time. But they played a lot. i feel like I am an alien in my family sometimes. i feel so different then all of them. Sometimes I just I talk to everyone and I just think I need to come home and not talk for a while. Maybe I am growing up. Im not sure. Its been a weird summer. I had a lot of plans and somehow they have all changed.No big deal. The kids have actually gotten along better this summer. Im a little sad people are growing upand my kids are also. I guess its hard on me. Phil losing his job and starting another has taken a toll also. I have been really stressed about money this summer. Not sure how to help or what to do. I guess thats how lifeis. we have had alotsof blessings though.,
Landon has been so sweet. He has mowed lawns and thried to save hismoney. Taylor also has been kind. We had so much fun swimming tonght and last wekeend we wnet to Chimney park pool.
There was a service project Saturday and after that we went swimming. Well deserved. We hauled rock for 2 hours. Blake nad Taylor played together and they had fun.
Phil has been working a lot and I iss that month he was off. We got so much done and he helped out with the house a ton!!!!. anyway Im going to bed. another summer day gone.
Get up. Teach piano till 11. Race to Jill Vanorden studio with kids and help out. Landon and Blake came along. WE helped with the play Lollies. Taylor is Mike and Ike. After that we raced home to rest. Went swimming from 5 to 8. Came home. Ate Subway, started dishes, put kids to bed looked and messy house. Exhausted. Ready for tomorrow. On the way to Fort COllins Blake had a messy diaper, we had no wipes in the car or anything, and the train was stopped of course.
The train has gotten worse since we lived here. Maybe it goes by 4 times a day. Its cool but noisy. The busy street is worse also.I need to embrace and spend some time in he house and get it ready for the rest of the year. i just feel so tired and the time I want to do it Im exhausted., I hope next week I can work on it.
Taylor has been sleep walkig al ot. I think he is hot and maybe stressed with this play. We have no air conditioning os it hasbeen hot. Luckily we have a cooler and the basement is cold. He has been strssing about his lines in the play but I think he willbe ok.
Landon got to do Dr. Edwina with Hayden while the cousins were here in June. Truthfully it was fun but a little long. I was stressed most of the time. But they played a lot. i feel like I am an alien in my family sometimes. i feel so different then all of them. Sometimes I just I talk to everyone and I just think I need to come home and not talk for a while. Maybe I am growing up. Im not sure. Its been a weird summer. I had a lot of plans and somehow they have all changed.No big deal. The kids have actually gotten along better this summer. Im a little sad people are growing upand my kids are also. I guess its hard on me. Phil losing his job and starting another has taken a toll also. I have been really stressed about money this summer. Not sure how to help or what to do. I guess thats how lifeis. we have had alotsof blessings though.,
Landon has been so sweet. He has mowed lawns and thried to save hismoney. Taylor also has been kind. We had so much fun swimming tonght and last wekeend we wnet to Chimney park pool.
There was a service project Saturday and after that we went swimming. Well deserved. We hauled rock for 2 hours. Blake nad Taylor played together and they had fun.
Phil has been working a lot and I iss that month he was off. We got so much done and he helped out with the house a ton!!!!. anyway Im going to bed. another summer day gone.
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Saying goodbye
Saying goodbye is never easy to do. My Aunt Roxannee passed away a few weeks ago. Sudden;y in the hospital. She collapsed and was rushed to the ER. Pronounced dead a few hours later. There were over 400 people at the funeral. I went totheb urial in Manassa where she was buried next to my brother and sister.
She was 51. Her death certificate said sepsus, onset of hodgkins lymphoma and pnemonia. She had no white cells in her system to fight off the infection and does. She leaft her sweet children and her hubby Mike. I just don't even have words tos say. I feel bad they came out to Dev\nver a few months ago and I didn't k\go down because Blake is so hard in the car. Now I wish I would have gone to seeher. It's been a while since I have. Im sure she is having fun in heaven seeing her Dad and taking care of cousin Michael. I shed a tear nad get chocked up just thining about it. I worry about delane andGrandma. They were kind of like the triple trio. My mom is anti socail so she wasnt really involved withthem so much. But still loved from afar. I mnot sure what her plan was and why she decided to go so early.It was hard to go tothe burial. They had wonderfu things to say but its hard to replace the hurt with words. The pain inside rocks deep. Roxie really held things together. Im just so shocked and sadened by this.
She was 51. Her death certificate said sepsus, onset of hodgkins lymphoma and pnemonia. She had no white cells in her system to fight off the infection and does. She leaft her sweet children and her hubby Mike. I just don't even have words tos say. I feel bad they came out to Dev\nver a few months ago and I didn't k\go down because Blake is so hard in the car. Now I wish I would have gone to seeher. It's been a while since I have. Im sure she is having fun in heaven seeing her Dad and taking care of cousin Michael. I shed a tear nad get chocked up just thining about it. I worry about delane andGrandma. They were kind of like the triple trio. My mom is anti socail so she wasnt really involved withthem so much. But still loved from afar. I mnot sure what her plan was and why she decided to go so early.It was hard to go tothe burial. They had wonderfu things to say but its hard to replace the hurt with words. The pain inside rocks deep. Roxie really held things together. Im just so shocked and sadened by this.
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