Catching up this fall on photos

 Halloween 2015. A witch a scary guy a blue morph and a red power ranger. We had lots of fun

 Fall at the corn patch

 Uncle Christian with boys in the snow.

 Blake had his first haircut. He screamed about 30 minutes. We even went to cool cuts for kids where he could watch a movie and sit in a cook car.

Fall Family picture. Erika came over and took some with her phone in our alley. I think they turned out pretty well.  I love these little guys and so happy they are in my life. Blake and Taylor and Landon are so cute. Blake is 3, Taylor 8, Landon 13

We went and saw Santa at the Christmas ward party. Blake was terrified!

TIme Flies in the FAll

I'll never understand how people can keep up their blogs. I can barely sit at the computer long enough before I have someone asking me to do something for them. we have had a couple of busy weeks. Halloween was yesteday.Taylor was a scary guy, alndon a blue morph and Blake was a power ranger. I was a witch again because my wixard costume got left in the car and phil took it to work.

We had our trunk o treat. It was rght before halloweem.I alwasy wish Phil was ther butits ok he cant be. I need to get over it. Ive got to lose soe weight and this week is the weeek. U need to eat supportively and have a schedule. I thinkI cna do it and I need to believei n myself that I can. Its been a hard week. Landon has been tough.He is failing a few sc\lasses and we are tryingto work with himThey are to hard and even for me. I hope we can make it through this year,I feel strongly he needs to be there.
 Phil has mae\de a little money this week and I breathed a sigh or\f relief. I think I get the most stressed out moe then him with hisjob and money.
Ive been teaching so much piano and the house has been neglected but that;s sometimes the way it goes.
Not sure how to change that right now. i just hope we can figure out how to pay for Chrsitams and everything.

There are so many things I want to say but when I sit down sometimes I cant remember what they are. The primary has their program this next week. Im very excited especially for a few songs I really like. I found a song called Miracles by Sahawna Edwards. Its areal tear jerker.
Also I know that my savior loves me will be fabulous. When I feel depressed at leat I know i  have Sunday to see the kids and sing with them. Ive been so fortunate to have this calling during this timeI have really struggled this year to find my place at chuch. At first when we moved out here I felt very accepted but becaue of scertain things I think I have been tried in my beliefs and my persona while beinghere. I  have probeably judged a little to much and just tryied to figure epoeple out. Basically I feel likeI am starting over with the friends I have made and I have been able to see true froiends and peoplea s they really are.
It's weaird to say and feel allthat in a ward. Usually you just go to church and thatis the end but I really like it some times and other times I feel very judged. Not sure how to handle things and people. Very unsure of relationships. I think I have been tested and tempted also with gossip, coveting , backbiting and things like pride. I hope I can getbeetter from these thigns.
I have felt so depresed and need to change that and my ways.

Book of MOrmon challenge

Landon finished the Book of MOrmon. He has been reading for 100 days. He did it and I am so proud of him. I told him lets celebrate with his favorite restuarant or something. My goal is to read the scriptures everyday this usmmer with the kids. I love doing it and I hope they do also. What a blessing to have them in our lives everyday.

What a day!

We went to the pool today. City Park pool. We went for 4 hours. A bit to long. The boys had a blast. I went down the slide a few times and so did they. Blake played a lot also. I think we wore each other out. We need to rest tomorrow for sure.
This summer has gone fast. Last week Taylor was in a 2 weeks camp. They did Lollie a story about a candy shop. He was Mike and Ike. He was Ike. so cute. He even had a solo to sing and everything. Then he gave a talk in schurch on Sunday and he threw a fit about it becuase he said it was to hard.
lol!
I have 2 goals this summer stay home and hang outwith each other. I feel like we need to do that a little bit more.We just kind of loaf around the house and we need to be doing things together or working on our talents. So far we haven't done those things well. Landon starts soccer next week! And the summer will be kind of over. Sad but true.

Blake and I are going to do pre school this fall together and I need to make sure he gets around some kids his own age. Life is  changing and things are changing.
Blake had some crowns on his teeth a few weeks ago and I feel so blessed we had someone who could do them. The boys are having braces and we are thankful we can barely afford them.

Throwback Thursday

These were some pictures of Taylor and Landon with the cousins when they were younger. Im going through m,y photos trying to organize them and put them online so they can be enjoyed